New Year's Magic

I'm so happy and feeling blessed (always always) this time because 2013 didn't screw with me 

as much as 2012 did, but I'm not throwing all the bad things to the previews year.. Of course, 

I'm also blaming a part of myself for not being patient and obedient. I want to embrace this New 

Year with a warm heart expecting for new challenges and opportunities! I don't dwell in the past, 

I want to throw all the past mistakes and move forward to a better me. I'll just do my best! ♥ 

If awesome things and surprises have happened in 2013 then maybe.., 2014 will be more 

ahmazing if I work harder. There's no other way but to keep dreaming until you've reach your 

very own goals without stepping on someone in the process. Get it decent, girls! Thanks for 

being with me and I'm also very thankful for enduring all the crappy things I share here. 

Happy Happy New Year everyone! Everyday is an opportunity to improve and to get closer 

to your goals (not just new year). Good Luck everyone with your very own set of 

crazy dreams. \(* `w` *\)     

many good things have happened, I have grown so much, and my life is 

forever changed~ This has really been a life changing year. 
Thank you so much, thank you God, thank you everyone UP until now. : ) 

xx Hana

New Year's Resolution: 2014

Why do I make such things like resolutions? I'll probably fail this one. 

To health and prosperity in 2014!

1. I will live up to my potential both professionally and personally. Since I was planning to put a business that something like me could handle well. I have to grow personally before growing professionally. Being a pro in something you love is quite comfortable than doing other things like forced jobs, but picking my very own thing will be a tough matter and I have to do good because that will reflect to my personal growth. That's why 2014, please don't come near me! I'm still not sure about it SO PLEASE FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID Kyaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! 

2. Learn Japanese language. For obvious reasons. 

3.  Something Something.. Save money and stop spending money so thoughtlessly. This will probably not gonna happen. But, I'm thinking of giving up my cosplay hobby (just thinking tho) so it's a nice thought.

4. Eat healthily. Drink 4 liters of water everyday and start appreciating all my mom's home cooked meals (even those unhealthy canned food when she's getting a serious lazy time) because I feel like I'm no picky kid anymore if i do that. What’s up with that? Diet is a must for me after the long holiday so I can flush away all the delicious but not so nutritious food in my stomach. : P Diet is no big deal for me to do since I had fun dieting last year and I'm definitely doing that again for 2014. I want to start eating food that is good for me and stop fantasizing about corn  chips.

5. Exercise thrice a week. Or at least briefly consider it. It's true that I hold my time but I don't hold what's going to happen so there will be times that I'll have to skip it.  

6. Take dressmaking/photography seriously again. I still don't wanna comment about this but Hey! Here's a little sneak peek. I definitely want to make something cool out of the dressmaking skill since I love cosplaying and another thing that I'm still keeping a secret (laughs). And, I wanna consider using film again.

7. Read more books. I should read more books.. Not comic books/manga, but real books. It's been a long time since I've finished a real book that's why it's nice to go back to how I'm really a book maniac and start all over again to read more adventures!

8. Write. Presentable blog, not stupid blog posts. 

Now, please join me as I fail all these new year's resolution welcoming 2014 with lots of new memories, new failures, new chance, new happiness, no new friends, new day, new lessons . Hello 2014 and Sayonara 2013! 

post christmas

Hey Ya! How was your Christmas? What did ya guys get? Fat or coffee mug? 
Hahahah ; D I'm just teasing~ Well, whatever you received.. It is still something 
you should be thankful ; D By the way, I'm just checking this page as much as 
possible since i'm working on something better for 2014. . I can't wait to 
announce it to each one of you. Well then, Have a Happy Holidays everyone!

Christmas time

Oh My God, people of the world! 
There's only few hours left before x-mas~
I don't really know why i'm freaking out but all i know 
is Christmas is a little weird this year but on top of that 
i am so pumped for it! Hah, i'm probably excited because 
it's feast time again ~ and everyone has time to do some 
bonding and all sorts of fun things, but also. . don't forget 
to thank the main reason why we have x-mas! 
OMG, Finally i'm going to eat some real food again~ so tired 
of eating Christmas lights as my cereal every morning. LOL!
  
Welp (✂≧∀≦)✂ Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas, everyone!

get into the x-mas spirit with your fandoms!

*got smacked because next year is like 3 weeks away* 

Hey guys! I know you can taste it too, *whispers* winter break. 

Hahahah, I don't know about you but x-mas break and the likes
is such a good chance to read some good stuff like novel/manga
and watch those yaoi animes you've been wanting to watch since
5000 years ago ; D Of course, don't forget to pretty yourself for all
the x-mas party that you've been invited, and after faking being
sociable to everyone treat yourself with a nice childish beverage like
chocolate drink ;3 Trust me, you don't need to get drunk in a bottle
of wine to feel great.. Just drink a 1 liter of those choco drinks that kids 

use as their baon, ohohohohoh! No tipsy feeling at all, you'll just get 
hyper like someone who's drunk~ Hahah! im just kidding ; D 
But anyways.. whatever we do, no matter how we don't want to 
leave this year or some people really wanna get over with this year 
nothing will change that I haven't done anything productive and all I've 
done this 2013 was become more gay and probably spend more hours 
on the internet than last year *facepalm* Ohmygod, 2014 is so close I 
can already feel the murderous rage for new years assholes! okay, enough 
with the trolling~ All I wish for you guys is to have a wonderful holiday 
with your family(if u have) and fandoms ;P And always wear thick granny 
sweaters to keep y'all warm. ᒄ₍⁽ˆ⁰ˆ⁾₎ᒃ♪♬ Happy Holiday, everyone!

Love ya dearies, see u soon! 

there’s only less than a month left until 2014.. Kyaaa!!

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday and my sis and i are planning something stupid

to surprise her. Well, actually sis wants to give her a cute pink cake but then 

she said her money is not enough.. Pfft~ Hahaha! what a broke... and so am I...

But i think she's still into giving her a cake so yeah.. im not gonna help her X D 

*sigh* I really wanted to put balloons and stuffs like that on her birthday but then

 i sort of think it's really weird because it will be like "happy birthday mom here's 

a plastic sack of my breath" kind of thing so i'll just change it ; P well, since mom

is not a kid anymore she really doesn't wanna celebrate her own birthday kind of

thing but thanks to that i can give her something extremely delicious and 

irresistible snack~ That is a potato chips, by the way `*~ It's awesome, right?

I even asked her about this and she said totally fine.. omg! im hurting my sides ; D

after my birthday

 Hello people of the world! Here i am got betrayed by the time again as i grow another year older. D : 

I had my birthday party last Nov. 15, and as usual. . this is a super late post again. Hahaha! 

For me this year's celebration of my b-day should be extremely special in the sense that i have 

to have feels about it since my 18th birthday last year was ultra dumb bc i'm in the hospital~ 

dying and awfully sick (well, im not really exaggerating in this part because im serious and just 

telling you guys the truth). But my b-day this year  turned out a bit opposite of my wish =_='' 

There is nothing really special at all and i don't have any 'after birthday feels' and the likes of that.. 

I'm just truly thankful that i didn't end up being in the hospital again *sigh of relief* And another 

and probably the only thing that i can be proud of having my birthday on Nov. 15 is, my fave 

bands (POP ETC and Galileo Galilei) had an amazing collaboration on the same day and i'm just 

so happy because they tweet things like they are really looking forward for tomorrow and keep 

putting a gift emoticon at the end of their sentence and stuffs like that. Hahah! so sorry~ 

i'm just a huge fan ; D even though their live perf. happened far away from my place, i am still 

and will forever be happy to express my unconditional love. LOL! 

Although everything came so boring and all here. . My mom still cooked so many food for me, yay! 

My family, cousins and friends ransacked my place again. Hahaha! Even though i was sort of not 

contented.. my family still surprised me for their little treat and it was amazing and delicious! It was 

nothing but a plain celebration of being thankful for another life extension.. 

Alas, i am so happy to be alive! 

Birthday message : For all these years i experience sadness and happiness. 

Thank you so much up until now.. 

Thank You, God. 

Truly, thank you.  

[ I played Galileo Galilei's Birthday song all day on my special day ] 

↓↓ Enjoy this version guys! !! ↓↓

Macross Frontier

I caught a cold the other day and still sick in bed right now T w T I'm not also allowed to do 

things and ordered to just stay in bed and get some plenty of rest. (-_＼) Thank Goodness 

it's almost vacation time *sigh*. To my boredom, i decided to watch Macross Frontier since 

i've been watching Mameguch' live perfs at youtube and seems like her popular songs are 

from this anime, i gave it a try.. Well, to tell you guys honestly *sigh* My lame reason for 

watching this series is just about my plain curiosity on who's really the really real main character

 and why there are girls singing? LOL. Ever since i became an admin to a certain cosplay page, 

whenever i'm searching for cosplay pictures to post.. I always stumble to Macross F.'s cosplays, 

seems like this one is pretty popular to cosplayers, especially Sheryl Nome's character. There's 

a lot of Ranka Lee cosplay as well and not to mention, also my fave girl : 3 This is all the reason 

why i really wanted to know who is the freaking real main character of this story* ~ 

I just finished watching it yesterday night and i'm so proud of myself because it's a two-cour anime and i've finished it with just 2 days, so YEAH! And to my knowing.. Sheryl nor Ranka is not the lead. They are both the main characters but the real protagonist is Alto Saotome. Obviously he is the one who is responsible to the things i'mma say next : P I'm not really good with mecha anime but i really like Neon EVA tho XD Anyways, there's a huge amount of Romance in the story.. well, actually it's the stir to the plot, honestly.. so let's just talk about that. First of all, i like this anime and i regretted a part of me that i didn't get to see this while it's still airing but there are also things that i can't consider about this series- for example, they left us all hanging with the galactic love triangle in the story! What if you're not gonna watch the film? They didn't consider those things before making the ending.. I mean, the ending was fantastic but the main character, Alto ohime-sama is boating in two rivers.. HNARGH! It makes me cry angry tears because i am not, as you can see?! I am not completely satisfied with that kind of ending. They should have at least.. put a closure to those people's relationship.. I'm actually team Ranka, i wan't her to end up with Alto but it's so clear like the Sunday morning sky that he likes? Sheryl, aRGH fwack!! I mean, if it's really sherylXalto then at least they should have use that than leaving it hanging. Of course, a lot of RankaxAlto shipper will probably explode but it's fucking clear already! Ranka is so falling behind ever since she searched for that vajra thing planet and stuffs, so at least.. just to make everyone not expecting anymore, they should have make that ending a sherylXalto centered.. In that case, fans and viewers will be contented, perhaps. But for me it is more okay than leaving the ending (as you can see in the picture above) hanging like that.. I mean, what's that?! what kind of ending is that?! that's it? we'll just leave it like that? those girls are both chasing that guy? and the guy, it's a-ok for him to be like that? WTH?! I don't wanna ask anymore, it gets me even more angry about that shity topic and way of resolving things.. Remember this, alto-kun! You. Only. Get. One. I am clearly against this two timing thing, grrrr!
Ahahah~ Ooppsie, i got so excited again =='' Alas, the songs are so amazing.. I am forever bias when it comes to Yoko Kanno's composition ; P Eheeh, Even though it seems like i really hated the story.. I actually loved it w w XD Minna! Dakishimete, ginga no ━━☆ hate made!          

c o s p l a y m a n i a 2 0 1 3 Event Report

Friendly Reminder:
Sowwy! some of these pics will torture your delicate eyes. . try not stare for hours, Hahaha! 

*All the fangirls shot are always and forever be shaky and blurry because of the spasms ♥ Mukya~ !

Warning !!: Huge Block of text ahead. . - fufufu : 3  

Late post is late, Tee hee x))

  

Hellow Everyone! I know it's a littie late for me to talk about my Cosplay Mania

experience, but please. . Let me tell you about my feels! Sorry for the super lateness *peace out*

So, Cosplay Mania happened last Oct. 5-6 and next year it will be Oct. 4-5, which is always Saturday and Sunday and also Finals of almost every college student here in the Philippines ; D so YEAH! Great way of blocking some schedules. However, the cosmania organizers and staffs still made a flawless job for making it a huge success despite of these students busy scheds. . ; P Well, before everything else i would like to thank and congratulate the event organizers and staffs for bringing a beautiful-chaos event to success! \(^ w ^)/ And for making it worthy to attend and enjoyable for every age~ Congratulations everyone! XD, and on the other hand we are hoping that you could give us an even more amazing and special Cosplay Mania for the next years to come! Keep up the good work~ Otsukaresama deshita \(+w+\)

You guys probably still remember about the premium pass ticket, right? Well, since it's a great chance to see Reika in person, i bought it for realsies! Can't be helped~ It's like a golden ticket to the chocolate factory : 3 freaking  limited and only few lucky people will experience the awesomeness *p*  Perhaps i don't sound like a huge fan of Reika to you but i am! I'm just not the type of person who's going to scream every letter of her name just to be noticed that i'm also a fan...

Anyways, cosplay is one of my first love in my otaku experience, before i started cosplaying i am a huge fan of cosplay first ~(￣︶￣)~ . . That's why it was really a pleasure to meet one of my cosplay idol, Reika-sama! Oh my God! Even though some parts of my day at the event was very odd and not pleasing, seeing, hugging and talking to her is the highest point of my bliss on that day! I really could never ask for more heheh. It's just. . she's so awesome and handsome and pretty and handsome and pretty-handsome! *laughs* Of course you guys already know that but i assure you that Reika-sama is 100% prettier in person, she needs no edit XD Well, she's not just handsome-pretty, she's also super humble to everyone ; 3 even  to people who's not a fan of her. 

When it's my turn to have a photo session with her, i told her immediately while hugging her that she's was so pretty-ful and i'm a huge fan! then she gave me her very kawaii giggle and replied (in jap.).. "Thank you very much! I'm so glad to hear that : )." while  smiling looking at me. Kya~! you might wonder how did i understand her.. of course there's also an interpreter at her meet and greet session but her interpreter is too busy guiding the next people who will have their own photo session with her.. so we are just like, whispering-talking to each other eheheheh.. and I am pretty much good at understanding Japanese language because of my seiyuu fandom. . . all thanks to that (\/) I became quite good at this field. X) Before the official photographer took the second photo.. I asked her if she's tired already (in jap.), and replied while giggling again "Hai! demo chotto dake desu. Everyone seems to be having so much fun that's why i'm trying my best to greet everyone.. I'm really really grateful to everyone here in the Philippines, especially to you guys who waited and attended this session." and i didn't regret how my fujoshi reflexes acted that day.. I got to hugged her the second time then the second photo was taken. Lastly the 3rd photo was over and i'm gonna say bye-bye to her, but i made sure to let her know (for the sake of her fans who didn't had the chance to see her and truly hoping for her magical comeback) bits and pieces of details that we really really want her to keep coming back here in the Phil.. . and i also added Reika-sama, また今度フィリピンでお会いしましょう！！！and she replied.. "Yes! by all means."then she hugged meEEEE!!! She's the one who initiated the hUG! Hahahah! I am so happy i even beso-beso her (like as if we're best friends or something ; P) before i say goodbye to her for realsies. . (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc) Those unbelievable yet real speed of light moments will obviously last and will never fade easily because i'm definitely having a reika hangover until this year end, lolz! I can't help it, she's a wonderful person.. she will leave you feels like /you wanted to be friends with her for realz but too bad she's just too famous to be friends with you/ kind of feeling TwT *creys* But anyways, even so. . . reika-sama is truly an amazing person and she's very happy to meet all fellow fangirls, cosplayers, otaku in this world v(눈_눈) so stay genki ! ! OH And take note, i'm not just the only one.. even my family who can't believe that i spend so much just to see her in person is having their own reika hangover too. Hahahah.

Even though i also entered the main cosplay mania event i only talk about reika-sama, i'm such an orz, lol ; P Because she's the most awesome human-rivaille i've seen so far and she's so handsome-pretty! Just seeing her in person absolutely brightens my day, even without those other cosmania parts, hahah! It was more than worth it ♥ //i am not one bit sorry for not containing all these overflowing feels, Hahahah.

Cosplay Mania'13 Day 1 shoutout ~

BAD parts: 

- i came quite early (9:45 AM) just right in time they are letting people enter the event but then i got trolled so much at the schedule of my meet and greet, thought i will not see reika because staffs are saying the meet and greet is going on already and they are not letting late comers in... I'm so nearly going to cry at that time and my mom was like to the guards "why is that?! can you do something about it?" and the guards said they are just following orders blah.. blah.. blah.. just go to the information and file your complaints and stuffs.. then i rushed to the information and the girl there said "who's meet and greet is that?" and i told her "Reika." then she replied "2:00 pm, don't be late." from there.. i feel so much relieved ~ 

- Then i go back at the main cosmania event and said to those volunteers who made my mind go insane.. "Mga kuya, yung kay kaname(or orochi x, lol i dunno really.. my mind's a mess that time) naman po na meet and greet yung tinutukoy niyo eh. Dios mio! pina-kaba niyo ako.*sigh* " and they apologized to me after and i was like.. "no, it's alright, don't sweat it!" even though in my mind.. i hope you guys ask first before assuming first coz you might wanna consider the person who you will toxic at that very busy and crowded day. It was vexing, really.. =_=

- I actually have a costume but due to time conflict.. I had to go back with my normal clothes +o+

- I'm at the line of Reika-sama's meet and greet (2:00 PM), i came right in time just like what the girl said at the information, but the staffs in there said if your ticket has a sign at the back you are for 2nd session not for this one. And im totally like.. "Holy Fuck people, you're kidding me right!?" just in my mind tho~ I just asked those staffs if what time is that second session and they said.. "mga 4:30 po ma'am pero mas maganda kung mga 4:00 pa lang nakapila na kayo dito." and i just plainly replied.. okay, got it. /flies   

- i didn't use my full access pass that much because i'm dead waiting for my meet and greet session, because i am so scared i might missed it QwQ

- While i'm videoing reika-sama during her 2nd meet and greet session.. badluck, na card full QwQ So i high speedly deleted all the goddamn jokey joke pics that i have already put in my PC and not to mention a really old shots already (probably taken those months and months ago). . 

GOOD parts:

- To sum it all up ~ 80% of cosplayers in Cosmania'13 day 1 are wearing nothing but the ever fabulous shingeki no kyojin costume and the event turned into a beautiful snk chaos, which gave a lot of pips idea to call it snk mania than the real title of the event XD

- I met REIKA-SAMA! Hahahah ♥ glomped her 3x, talk to her for a while, Beso-BESO !!

- Saw Kaname, Pinky Lu Xun, Orochi X at the main stage. . Kyaa-p!! 

- Saw old faces from the cosplay community and i got to hang out with them for a moment.

- Saw Jin (behindinfinity)-sama and her large group of snk and i got to take a picture (tho it's kinda blurry and i didn't get a good spot so it's only the side and she's the only one looking (and Kat?) at my cam *sobs huhuhu *) of them! So FUN XD

- This cosmania is waaaaaaaaaaaaay so much fun than past events.. I has so much fun fangirling over my fandoms and i'm so glad i got to see a respectable amount of fanservice and stuffs there too. Hahaha!

Cosplay Mania'13 Day 2 shoutout ~

- To sum day 2 all up. . It's gotta be nothing but . . 

"No Homo!" ..... "No Life.".. by Reika-Heicho and Kaname XD

- Saw Goldy's face (although he's wearing shades) and he's really a funny guy : 3

- hints` ~ Reika-sama's Q&A has no clever questions, it's more fun in the meet and greet..

Even the screamers wouldn't have a single clue on what kind of stuffs happened and asked on the meeting room and those stuffs are much more worth screaming, kyaha!   

- Thanks to all those awesome TORCH finalist and those who gave lots of BL~hints, Let's Party! 

-  Screamers! //SCREAMING! Screaming here and there! 

- I had so much fan fangirling it all out ♥ Thanks for this fun event.. till` next year! v(*w*)